This One Should Have Been Dated November 23rd

My uncle's birthday. Kevin Michael Chambers..... I miss you dearly. I feel I should do more to uphold your name.... Your middle one, obviously. I don't know what the hell the female form of Kevin is, sorry. If you were here, and youknew everything I felt and was going through, I have to wonder what you'd say to me. I know you'd tell me I'm alright, and you love me, because that's who you were. But sometimes I honestly feel I'm not carrying out your legacy enough..... You were one of the kindest people ever, and I would've thought so whether you were family or not. I miss your jokes.... I almost forgot your laugh. I cried when I finally remembered it. I had been so scared I lost the sound of it forever.... I love you.